She cried a river
I tried to swim to her heart
But drowned in her pain
Two hearts beat in empty beds
Two smiles long to be met
Four eyes stretch out across miles
Hands caress only digital images
Two hearts bound together
By a single dream
you are digging into my heart
with both of your hands.
what are you looking for.
i am right here.
Imagine if kisses
left on your
back
neck
arms
hand
legs
stomach
while you slept
could be felt on wakinginstead of just
informing your dreams
with an air of longing
i do not know
if
my chronic
diasporic pain
will ever loosen
cool
sleep
i fear it has retranslated my bones
into shockevery time
someone tells me
‘slavery has long been over’
‘you have no right to be
hurt, raged, lost’
or
gnaws into my name with razors in their teeth
my skin hemorrhages fire.
ii.
You hated my roots because the sun loved them
I undug my ancestors and found who i amI built your language before i could write my people’s name
Re-built your history using only the tip of my tongueI lived a score and some years wondering my purpose on Earth
Yesterday i became a spirit mediumRe-building our ancient city in my ancestors enemies` hometown
Ressurecting their bones using a tongue that cursed their lives to doom
Sunday, I crack your skull to find that
what comes leaking out
spells my name
Monday, I hold your hand so hard that
there are tears in your eyes
you press our fingers together, silence
Tuesday, you find the cigarette burns on my thighs
‘did you do this? I love you.’
you kiss me till…
My father
was a storm,
and my mother
the rain;I was born
from fire,
but I inherited
the sea.